day 2

gt up early,did my exercises....den wondered what is dis happening?is it required? ?why at this stage ??m doin everything possible to get u here.....still .....hd a little bit of breakfast and went 2 shakurpur ...lukin at my phone and wondering hw wud u b doing ...r u missing me ....hoping dat u r fyn...i went for wrk...had to go 2 chandni chowk for sampling ..in between i got some time to write luv u missing u ..reachd kinari did my wrk all saree etc sampling reached home late was thinkin abt u and wondering r u doing the same??if two hearts are willing to make it work.....go for it life is short.....hope u wud understnd it some day ....kaise main kahu tujhse ....spent some time wid abhi wntd to discuss my story bt instead heard his story ....learning frm his experiences .....was to tired came home had dinnr ...kissed u gn and tried to sleep ....its been two days havnt heard u....my luv for u is getting stronger by the day hope same from your side ........

day one

i am writing it for u....

day one

woke up at 7.30 in the morning ,and wondered should i mesg....den i realised i shouldn't as its against the rules ...and i had to be firm ...this is just the beginning of a long week ahead ..got ready ...in an hour was sitting for pooja..had a look at my phone ...waited for breakfast..had a look at my phone again..Then i met my NZ frn ,told him all about this he told me its very kiddish if u do all dese things specially at this stage..i nodded my head and left for work..i wasnt feeling well for sure ..many thoughts crossed my mind..why am i doing dis ??whts d need?if dere is love dere r no doubts and if dere r doubts ...its not luv...perhaps.As usual i didnot have lunch...i went to ghandhi nagar for some sampling ...after a long time and kept on thinkin ur home is so near to this place..the whole time i was dere doin my wrk den again had to go to noida 4 collecting samples ...went in the evening wid sis she was dere wid me the whole day ..we dint talk much though..i was sad kept on lukin at my phone ..i was feeling so low ...again wondered whts the need 2 do all dis???dint drive 2 my sis had to do dat part as well as i was in a very bad state of mind .We came back by 8 and den i had 2 go to the temple...so i went ..Den i am bak home hd dinner missd u a lot its 11.30 now and i am still wondering whts d need to do all dis ...missin u badly ...the day is not ending ...m nt feeling sleepy just punshing my self cos of u...

Day 2